I
grew up in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day
Saints (Mormon) and thought BYU was THE school to go
to. I was also excited to move to Utah.
About half way through my experience at BYU I
was beginning to feel it was not at all what
it was cut out to be. Ironically, it was a
culture shock, being around so many other Mormons. I
honestly don't understand how anyone that is NOT Mormon already
can stand BYU, Provo, and/or Utah period!... I mean if
I, being a Mormon had a hard time with it.
There is a reason you hear many joking around
that it is the “Bubble.” or the variation I prefer,
“the bubble within a bubble, within a bubble.” Utah =
a bubble, Provo = bubble, BYU = bubble. that's
three degrees of being closed off.
The Psychological, Sociological,
and Spiritual Strain, and some Physical (mostly due to lack
of sleep and consequences of stress from the a-fore mentioned)
i felt I received during my experience at BYU
was NOT worth my time or the money spent there!
Unfortunately I have not been to any other schools
so I can not make comparisons. I was afraid
to change schools, fearing i would experience worse, and also
fearing the inconvenience(s) inherent in any school change process.
I
actually met someone on my mission that went inactive largely
due to the experiences at BYU. that should have
been sign enough for me, but Nooooo. Luckily, though
i am not inactive, but i am struggling more than
i ever have my entire life.
I had horrible roommates,
then after BYU housings efforts to relieve me they placed
me with even More Detestable roommates. not many roommate
stories top mine... and mine were *sarcastic* “supposed to be
God loving, respectable, high morale holding Mormons... HA!"
I never
expected that I would have had to be in a
cadaver class. I was going to be a Dietitian,
not a Doctor, operating on people. why did i
have to see cut up and mutilated bodies. I
never intended to see that kinda stuff. so maybe that
is my fault i did not research all my major
entailed... but it would have been helpful if some faculty
would have told me that in the beginning before i
wasted my time and sanity getting that far into the
major, knowing there are people who try to AVOID at
all costs stuff like that!
The nursing major
is SUPER CUT THROAT. if you don't have a
4.0 AND good relations with the faculty, you are gona
have to start over or move into a similar major
(mine) and push people out with your newly acquired cut
throat attitude. I opted for a “similar” “easier” major too
after that and took ANOTHER grueling cadaver class, because all
i wanted to do was GET OUT by then and
graduate in anything. just so i could say, “I graduated.”
If teachers tests don't result in a certain
statistic of A's, B's, C's, etc. then they have to
make the test harder... or rather “trickier” or “subjective.” If
the teacher is genuinely a good teacher and the students
are genuinely good students, ... well Forget you, 'cause there
is no such thing and this percentage is gona succeed
and this other percentage is gona be average, and this
percentage, failures! Muahahahaha. welcome to the real world right!
And darn you if you ever sing hymns (church songs)
outside out-loud on a church sponsored property, in a largely
church oriented public... because someone will surely be freaked out
about it and call the cops on you.
darn you
if you do homework on a Sunday, even if it
is for Book of Mormon class. Molly Mormon, or
Peter Priesthood is gona tell on you!
ohh there
is sooo much more, but i know i am probably
a bore, and besides, much else is just hard to
describe. and maybe this was really all just very subjective
to me, but there it is for you to take
or discard